It Was and Was Not So: A novel by Bill Castle

"One of those rare novels that will linger in the mind and memory long after it has been finished and set back upon the shelf."

 --Micah Andrew, The Midwest Book Review 

Bill Calvin is an old man, daily losing words, forgetting words. That forgetting prompts his preoccupation with his earliest memories. He remembers that baby was his very first word—it is his name well into his toddler years. He is the youngest of six children and the only boy. It’s 1945 and the end of WWII. His father, known to him only from a photo of a handsome soldier wearing an army uniform, is about to enter his life.

Everything changes when his father decides to sell their family home and use the money to buy a meat packing company he works for in rural western Pennsylvania. Three-year-old Billy Calvin narrates these events. Possibly one of the youngest narrators in fiction, his confusions and perceptions give the story a unique humor and poignancy. By the time he is six years old, events thrust Billy into a world outside of his family and his small town. His funny and touching view of that world continues to be framed by his obsession with words.